Knitting Therapy

so, my mom called. molly's really sick. she's been really sick for a while now, actually. her kidneys are failing. it's a common problem in abyssinians. we didn't know that when we got her. she's 14 years old. cats of her breed don't usually get much older.

but they did tests on thursday night, when she started acting up again. they wre much, much worse than they've been before. mom said molly can't really walk on her own anymore. she wobbles, and she gets tired after only a few steps. if things don't improve before tomorrow, they're going to let her go.

and... i don't want to be selfish. i wanted to see her one more time, so badly. at least i got to go see her in may with scott. i just want to give her one more hug, and pet her and let her rub her face against my cheek. but i'm not gonna get to.